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    April 20

    不明白~

    洞察力太强之后,又失去了最原始,最鲜活的动力.即便在满满的日程里面步履匆匆,但是深深的可以预知到结果.开始像是乘着时光机去下个事件.而这个事件慢慢变得可以预知之后,就觉得时间都静止了,每时每刻都静静的在等待, 像一个传送带把每一件事情一步一步的递到我面前.
     
    偶尔冲动之下做出不受理性控制的行为,也很快能发觉还是在理性的控制和监察里面.没有一点办法变得忘我.其实算是行为心役的自由吧.
     
    看<一个陌生女人的来信>.很相似的感情,但是又很快能从那种自我沉溺的感伤中解放出来,说,这只是潜意识的感情惰性.
     
    很多人不是真正的快乐,那是不是有人能做到纯粹的难过?
     
    看很多戏之后,在自己的舞台上,反而很走神.好像分出来的另一个自己,紧紧地瞧着我的一板一眼,什么都逃不开他的审视.
     
    我不说这是乐观还是悲观,这只是跟达观相对的自我缩小.有的人Ego Boost,不知道有没有Ego Shrink这种说法... ...
     
    hah,不明白,那还是不够强~
     
     
     
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    nikki z.wrote:
    <一个陌生女人的来信>...你才没她那么惨 那是女人一生的悲剧阿哈哈
    总有一天会有一个靠谱的男人热切的看着你说 你是我的阳光小美女
    Apr. 23
    vivian yangwrote:
    谢谢pp,
    to 花，宝贝，你幸福我就快乐~~~~
    Apr. 21
    FLORA 花儿wrote:
    看到你快乐，是我最欣慰的事情...
    Apr. 21
    Na Jinwrote:
    颇有同感。

    但是你已经很强了。
    Apr. 20

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